but I am anyway.
I just hung up with Dr. Neuro...
she had a chance to look at the VEEG from the other day
(don't ask me which...cause seriously...I haven't been sleeping & couldn't tell you)
without a doubt Trevor's IS is back.
She still wants to hook him up tomorrow to gather more data...
but there is NO doubt.
She mentioned ACTH. And possibly Topomax?
I don't know.
I hate that we have to choose. I hate all the second guessing. I hate Dr. M-it's-just-a-tic. I hate that gnawing pit in my stomach. I hate that I already knew...and that because I already knew my tears are all dried up.
I hate that we could go 8 months SF...and it come to this.