She said it so flippantly.
Like I already knew.
But I didn't.
Which is why her matter of fact...
"We need to get this PET done within the next two weeks...cause the team is gathering on April 17th to review his case"
...took me completely off guard.
Utterly off guard.
"wha...wha...wha...the surgical team?"
I had no idea that Trevor's case was being presented SO soon. I mean...I knew we were doing all this testing heading towards possible surgical intervention. But somehow it has always felt so far off. So dream-y. And never ever not even once did I imagine it would be done locally. I'm still getting comfortable with the idea of Boston Children's possibly cutting out the damage. Not here. I mean...just last year they opened a guy up & started cutting the WRONG side of his grey matter!
I guess I thought we were gathering all this information to present in Boston. And secretly crossing my fingers that I could find a way to get to Chugani.
And I'm feelin' a little freaked out right now...