To all the parents who have walked through the guardianship process — my heart is with you. Our paperwork is prepped and ready to submit this week. He turns 18 on April 3rd. I've been thinking about this for a year now, but only just mustered the energy to move forward — the loom of his birthday my propellant. Overwhelm has paralyzing effect. I'm struggling to recall the last time I didn't feel overwhelmed. It struck me how all these years of walking through disability beside Trevor should have made me stronger and yet... I suppose it's a different kind of muscle being developed.
Our family's journey with catastrophic epilepsy, homeschooling, and unconditional love.
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All great photos though, very cute family.
They all have such squeezable little faces!! :-)
You know Ken...I actually agree with you. It's always difficult to label those "different" connections for fear of sounding like there's favortism. I try really hard not to favor any of them over the other. They each have their good days...and ummm not so good... I try to celebrate the unique stuff each of them contribute to our family.
And just like my connection with Toby...my first born...my super athletic boyfriend...is different. And my connection with my girl...my snuggle bug...hang at the mall together Bristel bean...is different.
So my connection with Trevy is undeniably different. And super emotional. Because we don't have words to help us communicate with each other...we rely A LOT on body language and eye contact. Sometimes it feels like I really KNOW what he's thinking. And visa versa. We have a very strong heart bond...
And because everything comes SO hard for him...I celebrate his accomplishments with a passion! Then again...when Toby smacks a good hit I'm the jumping & screaming mommy in the bleachers! And when Bristel says funny things...I belly laugh embarssingly loud...cause I think she's the funniest wittiest girl around! But they don't have to word as hard as Trevy to do new things...and it's different ya know.
Anyway...I think it's funny (as in interesting) that it can be noticed in the way I take his picture. Although some of that is...he happens to be much easier to catch natural too!
Anyway...food for foder for another post someday I'm sure...
...danielle
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